Today I wanted to break down. I really needed Aaron...Dae was a hot mess at a birthday party and I really could have used Aaron to calm him down and hold him. Sometimes I miss him SO much I just want to die.
Last I heard he was in Deming, NM. I'm so worried that he's not ok, or that he's hungry or whatever. I just want to know he's ok.
We went to McAllen yesterday to get his stuff and after a bunch of hassle, I got the ps3 but I think its missing a game. I didn't realize that until we left which sucks. While we were down there we stopped at San Juan to pray at the basicillica and I lit a candle for Aaron and actually prayed. I'm wearing the Saint charms, Saint Anne and Saint Christopher and I really feel that they will help us.
I am praying that things work out between us, I am not ready for my marriage to be over. I'd walk to the end of the earth for him, I just hope he knows that.
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