Since the last time I posted, we have decided a divorce was imminent. I am not sad, in fact, I am looking at this as a new adventure. I've gotten a job, I have the original petition for divorce, got a new bank account, closed the old one and I am starting a new life.
A life where I am allowed to be happy, do things for ME and Dae of course. Never again will I buy videogames instead of what I want. I will finally get an ipod for my birthday. I spent SO much time trying to make Aaron happy, I was not being myself.
I sacrificed for someone who didn't do the same. Did he go without things he wanted? Hmmm, ps3, video games, playing Magic with the guys, going to the bar...nope. He got all he wanted. Did I get what I wanted? My Ipod? Shoes? Clothes? Going for coffee with friends? nope. I never did. Not anymore.
Dae might be more spoiled now then ever, I will be able to buy him things without the guilt of not buying for Zain, and Aaron better pay his child support so Dae can have good things.
I AM HAPPY. AMAZING.
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