I haven't cried all week. It's kinda weird but I am not sad that things are so bad. I feel really distant, just trying to focus on finding a job and not think about what is going on.
I just realized that I am no longer broken hearted over this situation. I am angry, but I have set some dates and I think that is what helped me realize that its really not me but him.
April 20, 2011- this is 420 and also the last day that I am going to give Aaron time to figure out what he wants. If he hasn't changed or we aren't working on our marriage, I am going to decide to get divorced and move on. I pray everyday that this will happen long before this date and a divorce will not be needed.
May 20, 2011- my birthday. Also the date that I want all my tickets paid and have my license and I want to have a car on/before this date.
July 20, 2011- I want to be ready to move into my own place by this date. If Aaron and I work things out, I still do not want to be living at home.
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