That is how I feel right now, I am flopping around unable to breathe and not knowing what to do next.
Aaron left on Thursday. He said he wasn't happy and wanted to separate and I realized that I could not get him to understand that we can not live with our parents forever. He seems too comfortable with that and I can't handle it. So far we are separated not trying to divorce but who knows what he will want in a few months. I feel like I want to curl into a ball and die, never did I want my son to have to deal with having two homes.
I'm not sure what is going on anymore. I am going to try and change, but honestly, if he would rather just leave then work on things then maybe its for the best.
I'm trying to watch Big Bang Theory but I just want to bawl. I do not want my marriage to be over.
This blog is my journey. At times, it might be random and others angry or sad but I hope either way, it will help me work through this.
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