guilt

Why do I feel so guilty?? I am doing NOTHING wrong, yet I feel SO incredibly consumed with guilt that I could cry. All I am doing is what's the best for Dae and since Aaron isn't helping, I am doing all I can.

I'm selling the jogging stroller that his mom bought for Zain and gave to us for Dae. I feel SO bad about it, I want to tell him I am doing it, but for what? What is he going to do? He sure as hell isn't going to give me any money for it, or at all. I need a little help, yes I make a decent paycheck, but I am trying to pay off my tickets which leaves me a little (read: A LOT) short each pay period.

I hate how guilty I feel about it...it's NOT MY FAULT...I say that, I just don't believe it.