True Colors

Wow, sometimes when things happen in life, you really find out people's true colors. Aaron's mom is such a horses ass, she has been after the damned armiore and trundle bed since the second Aaron and I separated. Yet, she's too cowardly to come out and say that she's just doing it to be a bitch, or even call me on the phone to discuss it like adults. She does it through text message and then when I send replies to her she ignores them.

She didn't even ask me, that's what pisses me off the most, she pretty much just told me what she was doing. I don't mother fucking think so!!! I hate how petty and totally bitchy she is being during this whole thing. It's AARON'S FAULT we are getting divorced in the first place!!!! He's the one who ditched me on MY birthday and went on a drinking bender and screwed another chick and is now with that whore when we aren't even officially divorced yet. He's not doing one damned thing for Daemyen, he's not doing jack shit to try and see Zain, all he is doing is being fucking selfish and she's thinking he's the best fucking person in the world. I want to punch them both.

I am working so hard to make it alone, and to have her act this way and act like I am in the wrong is so frustrating and hurtful. I didn't do anything wrong in this marriage, I did everything I could on my part, he was the one who ruined it. I still haven't even talked to any men what so ever...can't say the same for him since he says he doesn't remember what he did that weekend but yet is with Misty again, like I don't remember that she was the chick he always had sex with...I bet he was talking and hooking up with lots of other girls since he never wanted to have sex with me but blames the lack of sex on me.

Gah, the more I think about him, the more I realize that I'm freaking stupid for not letting him go earlier. I do NOT regret anything, I don't believe in having regret, but I do think that I should not have turned my back on my family so many times...would have saved me a lot of embarrassment now.