FRUSTRATED! ANNOYED! AGGRAVATED!
When is it going to be my chance? When are things finally going to go my way? Or at least lean in my favor? I feel like I am never going to get my break in life, that I'm always going to be treading water.
It's so hard to stay positive all the time, when things seem like they will never change, they will never get better no matter how hard you try, something will bring you down. How do you keep thinking positively after that?
Don't I deserve to be happy? Don't I deserve to not have to struggle for everything. Can't things just go my way once? I can't understand how things never get better, I try my hardest at everything I do, I do everything the right way and nothing ever gets any better. It makes me wonder why do I even try?
What's the point of trying if nothing will ever change, if things will never look up, get better or improve, why am I busting my ass? If I manage to finish school, will that really help? Or will I still struggle in all aspects of my life?
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