Alright, so I do the work study thing here on campus but I'm really not sure what is going on with it. It's extremely unorganized, chaotic and a waste of time. I stay here because its very easy and while the pay isn't much, the schedule is great.
I'm just so ready for things to go in our favor, being apart from Aaron is so hard, we barely get to see each other and when we do, it just doesn't seem like its enough time. I hate having to go pick him up or take him home or leave him...its just not the life I want right now. I want my whole family together!! I want family dinner, I want snuggles while we watch TV, I want to go to sleep and wake up next to my husband. I don't see why things have to be so damn difficult for us!
Things really should be looking up, with Aaron's new job, he has potential to really make some money and we are looking into apartments that hopefully will accept us and be affordable. I'm trying to stay positive but it can be so hard.
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