Back to School!!!

Back to school, back to school, to prove that I am not a fool...LOL

It's school time again and OH BOY there is already a new group of random ass kids talking about stupid shit. LOVE IT. The kid next to me is SO SO desperately trying to bust some game on this girl, he's talking about how the place he lives is SO shitty, how he is SO anti social networking, he just has a facebook, twitter, google+ and high 5 (whatever that is)...ok guy...he also mentioned how stoned he was and how he was going to already skip class. It's the second freaking day of school. so stupid. love it.

Bahaha anyway, it's so weird to be going to school again though. Waking up early, riding the bus, walking to campus...let me tell you, I don't feel like a 25 year old single mom. I just feel 25. And you know what? I like it. Don't misunderstand, I love my son, he's my entire world and I love being a mother but this feeling that I get when I'm on campus, I can just walk and decide what I'm doing and where I'm going and it's just ME...its special, I love it. I know Dae is being taken care of at home, he's happy, playing, etc and I have the freedom to just be ME.

This is my chance to really find myself and really discover who I really am and what I want in life, love and anything and everything really. I see these happy couples everywhere on campus and can't help but to feel a twinge of jealousy...just two years ago, I was one of those couples...its amazing how different just a couple of years can make in someone's life. It's like two different lifetimes to me, such a world of difference.