I did it!! I made it through the first week of classes, rode the bus and didn't die or get attacked by zombies or explode. Yes, those were all fears of mine, don't judge me. I am really, really liking college this time around. I think 3rd time's a charm, finally.
I feel much more focused and serious about everything now, like I have finally grown up and my choices don't only impact me, but my son as well and I need to make the best choices because of that. He relies on me so much, that there is no way I can let him down now. Everything I do, I do for him and its got to be the best.
OMG some people just drive me nuts, reminding me why I am NOT ready to date. This guy, the one that I went out on ONE DATE with is acting like we are freaking meant to be together or some shit. He keeps texting me about stupid shit, wondering when we are going out again which is NEVER cause I'm not into that shit. Now he's texting me about the mother effing Cowboys game like I give a damn. I've ignored all the texts but that doesn't stop them...ugh. what.a.mess.
On the good side of things, my FIL is going to help me out! He is going to loan me a car while I'm in school and claims that he's going to send me money on the regular. I really am thankful that he's going to help me out while I'm in school, right now I need all the help I can get. Especially since I haven't heard back from SAC HR about the work study job. Which reminds me I need to call them and call the food stamps office and let them know I'm no longer working. Hmm lots of calls to make...I also need to get back down to the staff office of the attorney general and work on my divorce papers. I've been kind of putting that off. No real reason, just a sadness that comes with knowing and admitting that my marriage really is over.
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