Gah, how emotional was last week? Crazy. I still have a lot of those feelings, this week has been really stressful emotionally/energy wise...there is a lot of thinking I have been doing and a whole lot of feeling...I am even more confused now then I was back in January.
I feel like back in May when things just got so shitty, I was filled with some kind of frantic energy. It was like I was clawing my way out of a hole and now...I am just too damn tired to climb anymore. I'm still feeling beaten down, exhausted, physically and emotionally. Still feeling lost, scared and alone.
Things will get better, I know they will, they have to...nothing can be worse then these feelings right now. Nothing can be any worse then this shit. I am hoping that what I feel in my heart is meant to be and one day it will sync with what my brain is telling me.
Right now, my brain is in charge, the heart is just too...unpredictable and sensitive.
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