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whew! got that off my chest LOL

I am sick of my "family". yes, I love them to death and am so very thankful to have them in my life helping me and supporting me but OMFG I am sick of them practically forcing me to go through with this divorce. Yes, I know things are really bad right now and Aaron is not the man I thought he was but shit, I am not the woman I thought I was either!

Things are just SO incredibly unpredictable right now I'd rather just give myself time to figure out who I am and what I want. If that takes a year or 6 months or 3 months whatever, it should be on my time and not when they want me too.