Yup. I'm on a roller-coaster. Emotions are all over the place and I'm not sure which ones to ignore, or to focus on, or WHAT to do. I am just lost.
Today I went to court to speak with them about the affidavit of inability to pay court costs, and they said because I am on food stamps I qualified for the program. I had planned to drop the case if I had to pay the court costs but since they accepted my affidavit I don't need to worry about that.
I still kind of want to drop the divorce right now...I know its stupid to think that we may get back together and OMG the drama that would cause with everyone. YIKES.
yet...maybe he will change, we have chatted a lot and I still am the only one who supports him, I would love him to change, I might fall in love with him again...I have no idea what is going to happen but I'd like to keep things ok...
yeah, see my confusion????
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